Into the Fire

In my corner is where you always been
I was loner but still you was my friend
Then bad things started happening when I was 4
I reached out to you then, cause I couldn't take no more
This my first remembrance of pain, and I buried it all
Tried to stand tall, but i knew one day, that I would fall
I was a little boy, but forced to be a man, and despite it all
I kept that smile on my face, Liven in the Paul
Then I heard the news, I was to be a big brother
And that smile on my mother's face, was like no other
When that do date came, I couldn't wait to kiss and hug her
But there was complications and my sister wouldn't recover
Then I reached out to you once again, why is happen'n
If I had a sister, id finally have a friend
Now once again, i'm all alone and by myself
Why is it, that this was the hand I was dealt

I am running into the fire
Tonight this war is easily lost
Cause I can't cut these wires
And sparks will turn into
A fire, a fire
I am running into the fire

Back to that phony smile, and making others laugh
Anything I could do, to make the time pass
I was still, stuck, on the pains, from my past
I was only 8, but an expert at waren a mask
Then once again, my mother was with child
It was to be a girl, and this made me smile
I thought finally, I'm a have a lil sister
We can play Lego's together, and how I would assist her
And when that day came, I bought her a teddy-bear
Sit'n in that hospital room wait'n in that chair
Then my dad came through that door, with a face full of despair
He grabbed my hand, walk to a room, and I saw her there
She was hooked up to all these machines, just given her air
There was a pain that clouded over me that I could not compare
Doctor said you gotta choice, Let her go, or live brain-dead
I said Lord- not again please Lord not again

I am running into the fire
Tonight this war is easily lost
Cause I can't cut these wires
And sparks will turn into
A fire, a fire
I am running into the fire

My son, I was always right there
Right there, though all of your despair
I hold you close, cause I feel your pain
And there's a purpose, that I've aloud the rain
To mold you, into the man you will become
You will write music, that will touch everyone
You will speak truth, and it will lead them to Me
It will cause, people in pain, to be set free
About your sisters, their right here with Me
They've never know pain, hurt, or, envy
And one day, you will be with them too
Up in my mansion, where I have a place for you
Lord, tell them, I love them dearly
And thank you Jesus, for one day, they will be near me
And now Lord, I see your fire clearly
Like Shadrach, I'm runn in that fire, no mo fear in me

I am running into the fire
Tonight this war is easily lost
Cause I can't cut these wires
And sparks will turn into
A fire, a fire
I am running into the fire