Insecure
I'm so Insecure
Don't know how to grow up
And I feel so immature
I just wan't time to stop
So hot, big shot, I thought I knew the way
High horse, I was too cocky to see they
Were right to talk a bit of sense into my head
I might have been better if I listened to them back then instead
Now I look back at all those days with such a shame and sadness
I can't keep track of all the ways I blame me for the madness
I'm filled with rage but can't look people in the eyes
I'm in a claustrophobic cage of evil thoughts I wanna die
Now I'm poppin' pills till I don't feel a thing
I no longer find thrills in writing or singing
I wish I didn't know what happens to a heart
When you just let go and your dreams fall apart
Don't look at me, leave me be, I can no longer guarantee
I will see life as the most beautiful ride eventually
Cause I'm so Insecure
Don't know how to grow up
And I feel so immature
I just wan't time to stop
I'm so confused now, I've turned into ten different people
And I don't choose how I switch between the good and evil
These days the only one that ever takes control
Is the one that has the darkest mind but lacks the biggest soul
The one that tells me I'm an idiot just for believing
The one that yells at me when I'm too calm so I'll start freaking
And now I'm just the shell of someone who don't feel
Trying to leave hell cause that is now the only that's real
I'm caught up in emotions that scare me to death
In this ocean of feelings I run out breath
I wish I could go and be the best I can be
Cause I really don't like this version of me
Sexually frustrated, I'm embarrassed and it sucks
I no longer masturbate or even know how to fuck
I can't stand being around, I just wanna disappear
I wish I could get some help but don't let anybody near
Cause I'm so Insecure
Don't know how to grow up
And I feel so immature
I just wan't time to stop
I can't take no more, never felt so fake before
I'm so sick of shaking so much I just end up feeling sore
Don't wanna take no more, just forget what you just saw
You can move along I'll probably just make you feel super bored
I can't take no more, never felt so fake before
I'm so sick of shaking so much I just end up feeling sore
Don't wanna take no more, just forget what you just saw
Don't know how to grow up
And I feel so immature
I just wan't time to stop
So hot, big shot, I thought I knew the way
High horse, I was too cocky to see they
Were right to talk a bit of sense into my head
I might have been better if I listened to them back then instead
Now I look back at all those days with such a shame and sadness
I can't keep track of all the ways I blame me for the madness
I'm filled with rage but can't look people in the eyes
I'm in a claustrophobic cage of evil thoughts I wanna die
Now I'm poppin' pills till I don't feel a thing
I no longer find thrills in writing or singing
I wish I didn't know what happens to a heart
When you just let go and your dreams fall apart
Don't look at me, leave me be, I can no longer guarantee
I will see life as the most beautiful ride eventually
Cause I'm so Insecure
Don't know how to grow up
And I feel so immature
I just wan't time to stop
I'm so confused now, I've turned into ten different people
And I don't choose how I switch between the good and evil
These days the only one that ever takes control
Is the one that has the darkest mind but lacks the biggest soul
The one that tells me I'm an idiot just for believing
The one that yells at me when I'm too calm so I'll start freaking
And now I'm just the shell of someone who don't feel
Trying to leave hell cause that is now the only that's real
I'm caught up in emotions that scare me to death
In this ocean of feelings I run out breath
I wish I could go and be the best I can be
Cause I really don't like this version of me
Sexually frustrated, I'm embarrassed and it sucks
I no longer masturbate or even know how to fuck
I can't stand being around, I just wanna disappear
I wish I could get some help but don't let anybody near
Cause I'm so Insecure
Don't know how to grow up
And I feel so immature
I just wan't time to stop
I can't take no more, never felt so fake before
I'm so sick of shaking so much I just end up feeling sore
Don't wanna take no more, just forget what you just saw
You can move along I'll probably just make you feel super bored
I can't take no more, never felt so fake before
I'm so sick of shaking so much I just end up feeling sore
Don't wanna take no more, just forget what you just saw
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Writer(s): Niels Bacher
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