Coming in Fast

I'm a rose so cover me in that film
'Cause I know that underneath I won't wilt
And I'm trying to keep my focus lined up with the overdrive
But I'm bloody struggling with my will
And I wish it wouldn't smother me and my senses (Nah)
But I'm trying to only count it as a strength, though (Strength, though)
With a payload positioned like a quirk in my brain
Not a plague, got it widening my aim, so
I've been taking shots over shots, now my head is spinning
Trying to calm the trigger but my index is itching to press on
You could call this a spray and pray
I stretch thoughts 'till my pace decays
And I know that I'd be smarter and farther than where I am
If I paid some more attention to sharpening my advance
I'm harboring every little disarmament that I scan
Unaware of how they're tarnishing my chance to expand
Been abandoning drive for the height of a helicopter
New sights got the lights looking metrics smaller and less enthralling
With a mind overloading with the stimuli it's fed,
I'm a vexed responder
In a sea of holes and hopes, and goals and slopes
I float and float, and hold the woven rope
It's all knotted, I swear I'm trying to straighten out
But I don't want to thin my matrix out
(Ayup)

Every view in my fractured focus
We're all working together to build a magnum opus
Yet I'm wishing I could grab the hocus, bag the pocus, magic moments
Crack the code, infract the omen
I've been living with, saying I should scrap my motive
But if I did there would be mass erosion fast approaching
KV gripping with the ADHD
Lately, it's driving me crazy, but

Make it part of the plan, Kid
Use what people call your flaw to your advantage, uh
You've been living in the shadow of a doubt
On a masterpiece of a canvas
Getting damaged, letting you get stuck in a loop (Stuck in a loop)
That you're fumbling through (Fumbling through)
But there's nothing wrong with getting lost in your thoughts
Every once in a while, let it lift you off, yeah
Make it part of the plan, Kid
Use what people call your flaw to your advantage, uh
You've been living in the shadow of a doubt
On a masterpiece of a canvas
And it stands to reason
That it doesn't have to hold you from the coast that you plan to seize
And you can let what you're seeing as a limit define you
Or you can let it expand your reach
(Yeah)

Seriously, it's always feeling like I just used Thrash
Confused in the match with it
Know that I've been winding through the path of distraction and lapse
When I'm looking at a fork in the pass splitting
Trying to keep my head in where I had it, not dividing into fractions
Like a Magikarp, I'm trying to make a Splash in it
Wicked analytics in the system if I focus on the mission
Every single minute feeling like the last inning
Coming in fast, ready set blast
Picking up the pressure like a heavyset mass
Add it to my shoulders where there's plenty left stacked
Put it all into perspective with a steady step back
As a matter of fact (All right) this has been stalling me from my feats
But it's siphoning the gas to fuel my written schemes
I've been tightening my grasp on everything that's been slipping
Through cracks in my bloody digits and leaving me incomplete
Say it's hogwash, I should cut it all off
None of this is beneficial to me, yet I'm rolling with the punches like I'm Balrog
Keep saying whatever you believe
While I grow into a star like I'm a Cosmog
This shit's a part of me, I feel it in my arteries
I dip into my kryptonite and thread it through my artistry
I'm finna keep this therapeutic harmony
It's feeling like a drug so catch me lining up outside the fucking pharmacy
I guess I'm just a fiend for disease and the briefest reprieves
On a streak where my dreams never know when to sleep
And I'm free to conceive any scene I believe
Could redeem every ghost from the theme (Ayup)
And I know sometimes I can get a little hazy, yeah
Letting new things invade me, yeah
KV gripping with the ADHD
Lately, it's driving me crazy, but

Make it part of the plan, Kid
Use what people call your flaw to your advantage, uh
You've been living in the shadow of a doubt
On a masterpiece of a canvas
Getting damaged, letting you get stuck in a loop (Stuck in a loop)
That you're fumbling through (Fumbling through)
But there's nothing wrong with getting lost in your thoughts
Every once in a while, let it lift you off, and
Make it part of the plan, Kid
Use what people call your flaw to your advantage, uh
You've been living in the shadow of a doubt
On a masterpiece of a canvas
And it stands to reason
That it doesn't have to hold you from the coast that you plan to seize
And you can let what you're seeing as a limit define you
Or you can let it expand your reach
(Yeah)
(Ayup)
(KV gripping with the ADHD)
(It's KV)