Body Isn't Yours

Have you ever woke up
Laying on the floor cause you can't get up
The world's a little heavy
Feeling sweaty, you're not ready to
So stuck
Feeling like you've lost yourself
In this
Soul suck
Feel like you're already dead but it don't even matter 'cause

Your body isn't yours
No your body isn't yours
No your body isn't yours no more
And getting off the floor
Starts feeling like a chore
And you're not really sure what's up
'Cause you're withering away
And your visions turning gray
Every time that you stand up
And you really wanna change
But you're so fucking afraid
So you hope that they don't call your bluff

So tell me who you think you are
To take the light out of my eyes
What you think about these scars
That you left on the side of my thighs
Who the fuck am I to judge myself
Momentary validation inside my belt
That was not an invitation to give me hell
I don't need an intervention
Didn't want that male attention
Could this all have been prevented with a little self reflection
Or a little self respect and a little apprehension
Or maybe some retention
Who the fuck am I kidding
I stood my ground
But no body listens when your head's face down no
Feel like you're already dead but it don't even matter 'cause

Your body isn't yours
No your body isn't yours
No your body isn't yours no more
And getting off the floor
Starts feeling like a chore
And you're not really sure what's up
'Cause you're withering away
And your visions turning gray
Every time that you stand up
And you really wanna change
But you're so fucking afraid
So you hope that they don't call your bluff