Kintsugi

Broken beat to the core
My mind still sore from all the lies I make myself believe

And I still thank you for everything
The catalyst that helped me see things clearly
But even so my new demon is the truth and it hurts me
And still I crave to mend a broken friendship
Yet my actions show hypocrisy
When I see you there's tension
And I can't forgive my self for that I'm sorry

And life like this it's still scary but now I'm alone
Sunk in a deeper hole striving for that newest goal
Just to fill an emptiness that I know can never be full
And I'll be leaving soon but to be honest I don't know if I'm ready
Running outta time to enjoy my youth
But all the fun it hurts and still my heart is heavy
And with the future now a possibility
I though life with a purpose oh it'd be easy
But still I bottle my problems and momma I'm sorry
I hope I never make you cry again

And so I write you out my current story
I've grown cynical and angry
Music is my therapy for my broken mind
Twisted filled with the lies I feed
And I just wanna feel free

And now the real reason I open myself so vulnerably
Is because I know that there are billions of other people in this world
That feel just like me
And even so their stories are so rough
They make mine look easy
And by by no means am I perfect but now I realize
Our broken pieces can be the gold that mend another's story
And still to this day I am hurting
Yet there is peace in leading from weakness and I finally feel free
And sharing this testimony there is peace
Not only for my own satisfaction
But I hope that at least one person would have the courage
To get out of bed this morning
To see that in the midst of hurt there is glory
Our broken pieces can be the gold that mends another's story



Credits
Writer(s): Austin Lara
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