Not Getting Younger

You know I be on that Southside valley shit
Listen to your heart kid
I know you had some trouble feeling stuck in a bubble bruh
And life be like an uppercut
Shit got my head dropping
I just wanna end it all
But momma wanna see some kids
And I wanna see my worth
Still wanna feel it out
Still thinking how you left me hanging like I wasn't much
And now we got our differences
Shit made my head shake
Things happen for a reason and it's hard to know who you are
Millions in a VCR
Whip that hoe like a RC car
Is this how it's supposed to be?
Over thinking all the chemistry
Just tryna feel for some empathy
And I don't know what's right
And surely I feel wrong
Was it all cause of me
Did I mess this all up?

Am I a mess up?
Oh man

Cruising in the avenue
Spill what I really feel
Tell you bout the time when you left it felt unreal
Cruising
Cruising in the avenue
Tell you how I really feel
Tell you bout the times when you left it felt unreal

Cool it when you got it
And I know you wanna stop it
It's so hard to try to solve it
But this world is outta pocket
Getcha head out yo pocket
Getcho cash, sky rocket
And you get it like you want it
And you get it like you want it uh

Told you that I gotta go
Speed race
Heard this shit all before
Fair play
What was it like before?
Easy
So tell me why it hurts so much
Cool it when you got it bruh
Cool it cool it cool it
Cool it when you got it bruh
Cool it cool it cool
Unless someone
Unless someone

Look at my phone screen
Eyes been glued all on my phone screen
So I
So I
So I
So I

Strangers is what we are
So
But I don't wanna give it up
But I don't wanna show too much
No
Maybe I should give up
Maybe I should find a change
But, I tried in so many ways
And that feeling never goes away
Nah, heart looking like an ashtray

Tell me how it was in the summer
And I don't wanna feel like another
She told me baby we not getting younger
She told me it's okay to not feel okay

So I got in, I took off with a speed
So I got in, I took off with a speed

Oh man