Love Game (feat. Rylie Baye)

I find myself asking questions like who am I
Presented with an answer shrouded in fear of what I'll find
When I quiet the mind and I'm finding still
I'm still scared of the depths of who I have been when I neglected free will
Ain't a choice in the matter
Whatever I'll manage
The baddest mistress inhabits an idea that is damaged
Where love left me wondering alone
Yearning for a relationship with someone who couldn't meet me in that zone
I'm so guarded I'm not sure I can let it in
I preach to the world when it responds I'm shutting in
Shuttering in sin
Yeah I feel I missed the target
Find myself lost in time
How can love be harnessed
How can I be such a such a fucking hypocrite
How can I flip beats when I wanna ain't wanna sit
And take the time to know myself
While loving everyone else
My purpose here isn't just to start shit
I gotta follow through and commit

Can't you see
You're killing me
This relationship
Is my deformity
And I just can't think straight
When you're away
And I just want to play
A love game

I've been falling into love for the past 5 years
Still ain't put a ring on yet
Guess I'm scared to commit
Guess I'm scared of what it means
To accomplish all of my dreams
Or I'm scared I'm not good enough to burst out of the seams
It seems that nothing is how it appears
Social life, life story, Facebook and Instagram the shit
I ain't see your emotion so I'm here comparing
My internal commotion to the image that you're airing
Trying to make it big
Fuck, all this not feeling good enough
All these hot deals for the profit
Y'all just cop wheels for the watches
I'm off it
I ain't ever been into your flavour
So I'm seasoning this shit
Like a romantic evening and shit
It's Valentine's Day
I got 2 loves in my life but somehow I choose music instead of sharing my time aye
Fuck
I guess I'm scared to commit
Yeah I be scared to commit

Can't you see
You're killing me
This relationship
Is my deformity
And I just can't think straight
When you're away
And I just want to play
A love game

Now I see she get's some roses
That should be loving her that's my internal motive
But for some reason I've choked it
Thinking that I need some time to fix up my internal space
But
Inside I'm still devoted
To my last one
This shit happened so fast um
How can I antidote it
I fucking can't cause I'm still hurting from falling out of love
Cause I started falling for her now I've lost all of my trust
How can I go into these feelings when I will fuck it up
How can I go in knowing that I'm going to hurt her love
How can I deal with myself while I reconcile this stuff
This my pattern some how I still lie and I cheat
Even telling the truth
I find a way to deceit
This is it
I'm fucking done with love
I'll focus on myself
Hope i'm not scared to commit
Nah I'm not scared to commit

Can't you see
You're killing me
This relationship
Is my deformity
And I just can't think straight
When you're away
And I just want to play
A love game



Credits
Writer(s): Rylie Uechtritz
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