Closer To You

This should be easy to apply
I sing myself this lullabye
Repeat, repeat and repeat every night
Until it gets stuck
And I feel quite alright

For months I've been feeding myself with those lies
Pretending that we could make sense in this life
But now I can see
That this melody
Was played on the out-of-tune piano baby

But I still wanna play it
Though I know it's not perfect
Cause even though it makes me blue
Even though you have no clue
Brings me closer to you

Hours and hours spent by your side
Carefully hiding what's deep in my heart
Minute by minute, chord after chord
Adoring you more than my heart could afford

And how many times I've been changing my mind
How often I tell myself "Girl you're so blind"
But then you appear
And it's crystal clear
That I've lost control, lost all senses my dear

And I still wanna play it
Though I know it's not perfect
Cause even though it makes me blue
Even though you have no clue
Brings me closer to you

Every second, every hour
Slowly losing all my power
Craving more
Though there's part of me that hates it
There's no way I could erase it
Or let go

So I keep on replaying
Trying to stop and keep failing
Cause even though it makes me cry
Even though you' re just not mine
I know I will be fine