Dead Man Walking

Been popping them beans,
This is what it seems,
But I just cannot seem to let it all go
I was a teen, I fell in love with Lyzzie,
Met Destiny, then Alexis I broke
Then it was, Marri, then Jada, now Dasia
I felt like I paid up, I was never wrong
Guess I was wrong, because the pain strong
Not resting in peace,
'cause they all got my soul
No, I'm not perfect, they all said I'm worth it,
Then turned around,
And starting putting that work in
They all deserved it, so why am I hurting?
I put my life down on the line, like I'm worthless
This only the chorus, ain't got much to say
I was so broken, I felt so betrayed
Mikala done killed me by aborting our baby
I realize I'm God, and I still cannot save me

All of them times that you seen I was crying
Lash out on me, when you know that I'm trying
No, I'm not broke, but I'm broken inside
Smoking on trees, I won't tell you no lie,
I won't give up my pride, I'm done dying inside
I'm done chasing these women,
They lie all the time
I lost out on dollars, chasing after dimes
I jumped off the porch, a youngin' turn a slime
All of them slides, I really could've died
How could you ride, if you ain't down to die?
Said you needed time,
But then you waste my time
You said you would leave him,
But you blocked my line
You crossed the line, you gave up,
Now you running outta time,
I'm running outta patience,
'Cause we living just to die
Live and testify,
Now that boy smoking on that crack,
'Cause he dead inside
He done lost touch with his reality,
Yeah, he dead now
He said it now,
Every time they try his name,
He lay 'em down,
'Cause he ain't playing now
Blessings to the one who stayed down,
While I was tried as a clown

Been popping them beans,
This is what it seems,
But I just cannot seem to let it all go
I was a teen, I fell in love with Lyzzie,
Met Destiny, then Alexis I broke
Then it was, Marri, then Jada, now Dasia
I felt like I paid up, I was never wrong
Guess I was wrong, because the pain strong
Not resting in peace,
'cause they all got my soul
No, I'm not perfect, they all said I'm worth it,
Then turned around,
And starting putting that work in
They all deserved it, so why am I hurting?
I put my life down on the line, like I'm worthless
This only the chorus, ain't got much to say
I was so broken, I felt so betrayed
Mikala done killed me by aborting our baby
I realize I'm God, and I still cannot save me