Euphoria

Longing for this release
Dark Chocolate bittersweet
Feels so good, but leaves me so weak
I know there are better ways that I could see
But the easy way feels quick and to please
Internet access, so quick to reach
My mind just clicks a button, then I feel at ease

Knowing damn well what's not good for me
I still go and rush my beat, to beat my meat (beat it!)
Find the best girl that fits my need
Just wanna bust a nut, not wait by my tree
Hookups and relationships have no success within me
Let's take it all out, so my body feels at peace
My spirit is deceased, My blood starts to weep
Working extra hard to replenish my seed
Did it many times,
Hopefully I make the number now
I make the number low
Cause it's only about a couple times
A couple times till you cannot grow
Anymore, then you explode
No more, that's all gone

Feels so good to release my seed!
But inside, I'm just dyin'
I just cry, I just lie
That my life is so damn free
But inside I wanna see
A girl, come with me
To just release, ugh

Why does it feel this way?
I wanna feel happy not cry everyday
About another girl that wasn't meant for me
I read my dream diary it says, "Go to Sleep"
My energy it feeds me
With my seed, and still I release
Why do I succumb to being weak?
Why am I so dumb hit a low peak
Desires all in my driver seat
Lost control, no hope
Click the tab "Incognito"
"Private Mode"
Y'all already know
Browsing from the pile my inside smiles
So many girls I could choose for a while
Plethora indeed, the best one I see
But my intuition is asking
Is this what I need?
Is this what you preach?
Is this who others claim you to be?
Is this what you seek?
(In the mirror, you disguise-)
You disguise your weakness looking strong
Inside your weeping tell what's wrong
Nothin' really good from tellin' fake lies
Nothin' really good 'bout putting fake smiles
My mind was sleepin' time to wake up
Be true to myself, never give up,
Even when I fall I pick myself up
Cause you when you stand tall
You know you stand tough

True to myself
Never really give up
But I fall once again
And I fail, again

Feels so good to release my seed!
But inside, I'm just dyin'
I just cry, I just lie
That my life is so damn free
But inside I wanna see
A girl, come with me
To just release, ugh

True to myself
Never really give up
But I fall once again
And I fail, again



Credits
Writer(s): Jaipreet Lall
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