Dark Indulgence

Test my heart and my mind
Beyond my strength
Yet I'll heal in time

Split between
My desires
The darkest indulgence feeds my fires l

Numb to this feeling of pain
Repressing its power
It feels all the same

Yearning for freedom of something more
Impulsive in my rawest form

Why do I even try anymore
Not like I haven't fucked my life up once before
Is my life a fucked up metaphor
Why do I even try anymore

Can't help looking inward at myself
As this patterns start to repeat itself
The same mistakes
I've made before
Wishing they were easier to ignore

Easier to ignore
Wishing it was easier to ignore

Why do I even try anymore
It's not like I haven't fucked my life up once before
Is my life a fucked up metaphor
Why do I even try anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Kathleen Mccauley
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