FUCK LOVE

I hope you know what you did to me
All the fake love you showed to me
Covered up by your good looks and therapy
Everything you did just fucked with me
All I wanna know is was I ever your number one
Was I ever that guy that you would dream of
Was there even a chance for me
Did I ever even have a shot in your fantasy

I tried write this verse about a thousand times
But no matter how I write it it don't turn out right
I want to say that I love you but I hate you too
But maybe that's just the liquor it got me in a mood
If you didn't want me all you had to do was say it
You didn't have to go and kiss another guy right in front of my face and
What hurts the most is you said I love you 5 minutes before it even happened
I just don't understand
It's like you wanted all this to happen
You really had be with another guy at my workplace
Especially two days before my motherfucking birthday, damn
Fuck love

I hope you know what you did to me
All the fake love you showed to me
Covered up by your good looks and therapy
Everything you did just fucked with me
All I wanna know is was I ever your number one
Was I ever that guy that you would dream of
Was there even a chance for me
Did I ever even have a shot in your fantasy

No matter what for me it never turns out right
No matter what there's gonna be another guy
These women got pouring up every night
Texting always starting fights
Got me banging my head I can see the light
Fuck
The depression is real
And all these built up emotions are getting hard to deal with
Some days I don't even want to leave my house
I just want to sit in the shower and let the tears come out
Let them all fall down
If this sounds sad it's because it is
It's my everyday life
That's just the way it is
And now people are making false accusations about my character
It's like you didn't pay the rent but I'm getting the eviction letter
Love is funny ain't it
You're the one who fucked up and I'm the one being apologetic
I'm the one wishing you well and your the one showing off you lips like it's a show and tell
I still only want the best for you
And I mean that because honestly I fell in love with you
I still only want the best for you
And I mean that because honestly I fell in love with you
Fuck

I hope you know what you did to me
All the fake love you showed to me
Covered up by your good looks and therapy
Everything you did just fucked with me
All I wanna know is was I ever your number one
Was I ever that guy that you would dream of
Was there even a chance for me
Did I ever even have a shot in your fantasy



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Parks
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