Day 51

I know it should've hurt you too
But does it do?
I knew it will fall apart
Right from the day it started
Woah
I thought that you just needed me too
Like I need you
A trip to Paris in my dreams
Just to feel you
If loving myself is what I choose
I would have got nothing to lose

Take me with you so far away
That we forget what we are
Give me a reason to shy away
From becoming who we are
There seems no going back
For me at least, I've lost the track
You seem like falling, got your back
Don't you find it lovely what we had?
I wish you see it too
You want "us" too

Sometimes I think, I understand
Sometimes I wish, I could have changed
A merciless fate plays part
A beautiful flame that burnt in dark
You were the echo in a silent room
No hint of movement but I feel you
I really think you were the one
But it came down to day 51

I wonder if you're pushing me
Or was it like proxy love?
You made me forget all my past
Now you're the past
I think, I love how it hurts
I always knew it was a
One way ticket
To heartbreak
But I can't slow down
I wish, I could right now
Like call you with me
To drive afar

Take me with you so far away
That we forget what we are
Give me a reason to shy away
From becoming who we are
There seems no going back
For me at least, I've lost the track
You seem like falling, got your back
Don't you find it lovely what we had?
I wish you see it too
You want "us" too

And don't you think it's better to fall
Then not trying and never leave the ground?
I see a flower blooming
I wish I could right now
Hold you so tight
Make my dreams come to life
Have you by my side
I hate it when I see you drifting away
And there is nothing I can say
I know we're perfect and you see it too
Maybe it's how I feel but not you