I'll Make It

My days are numbered
I don't know how to take care of myself
I sat there crying at the alter
But forgiveness isn't what I felt
And now I'm not asking God for help
I'mma choose the left-hand path and deal with it myself
I think I'm outnumbered
And I think I need help

I'm in one of heaven's lies
I said I'll forever be right by your side
But when I woke up you were gone
I know I'm alone but I don't think I'm done
With your bullshit lies
All the masks that you disguise
You cant be the one to say goodbye
Time is on my side
I'm just trying to get by yea, eh
And now that you're gone
I'm gonna fix myself as one

Trust me I'll find myself tonight
The world seems so small yet so bright
It's hard for me to understand if you're real
I can't hide so I'm gonna run far from here
All I gotta lose is on my hands
Telling myself that I'm not gonna end it
Trust me I'll make it
Believe me, I'll make it

I think I'm very broken
It was a cry for help but no one heard
How the hell do I tell someone (Someone)
Cause you don't know what they're gonna do?
I already know that I'm damned
I was born into this world with cuffs on my hands
I may be outnumbered
And I definitely need help

I'm in one of heaven's lies
I said I'll forever be right by your side
But when I woke up you were gone
I know I'm alone but I don't think I'm done (Done)
With your bullshit lies
All the masks that you disguise
You cant be the one to say goodbye
Time is on my side (Side)
I'm just trying to get by yea, eh (by)

Trust me I'll find myself tonight
The world seems so small yet so bright
It's hard for me to understand if you're real
I can't hide so I'm gonna run far from here
All I gotta lose is on my hands
Telling myself that I'm not gonna end it
Trust me I'll make it
Believe me, I'll make it

And now that you're gone
I'm gonna fix myself as one
And who I will become
Will teach me to stay calm
Cause who I will become is who I've meant to be
I've been working too hard following my dream
If I have to risk it all you'll know the path I'll lead
This life is all I wanted, it became my everything
It became my everything yea

Trust me I'll find myself tonight (tonight)
The world seems so small yet so bright (so bright)
It's hard for me to understand if you're real (am I even real?)
I can't hide so I'm gonna run far from here (run, run)
All I gotta lose is on my hands
Telling myself that I'm not gonna end it
Trust me I'll make it
Believe me, I'll make it



Credits
Writer(s): Kaia Zuniga
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