sunstaring (feat. Flywalker)

I feel most alive when I'm being myself unapologetically
When I don't feel like my environment is coercing me or influencing me to feel a certain way
Fly, you a fool for this one
Or providing a setting for my mood
I feel most alive when I'm just being me

The pressure's on, but I like weighted blankets
God sent it so everyday I thank him
Most these niggas see the heat
And then they get to blaming
But the sun gon' shine regardless, so I get thinking
Why thе lord choose me for all this shit to happen?
Thеn I realize that money's cursed so you blessed if you lackin
I got responsibilities the city on my back and
I can't just settle for the cheese if that shit come with-well
They say a nigga too fake deep, they don't like how I'm acting
They hate the way that I speak, they hate that I love myself
Can't say I don't deserve it, I should be in love with wealth
But that's a lack of self esteem to choose that over health
I got love for community, I know they got my back
And even if a nigga sing, I'll love 'em till my last
'Cause everybody gotta eat, its only so much grass
Some choose to consume the meat that's
Found on public lands

But I be sun staring, I be sun staring
The Lord fed me, Imma eat until the gun blaring
The Lord fed me Imma eat until I'm done
Wearing clothes to see the street
Until they lay me down six feet
I be sun staring, I be sun staring
The Lord fed me, Imma eat until the motherfucking gun blaring
'Cause I be sun staring, I be sun staring

I used to be deep in my baggage
I would leave the bag at home
Now I'm deep in my bag
And left the baggage all alone
Funny the way that words work
When written in a song its
Funny how birds chirp
You see em, they get gone
I'm not here to choose violence
I'm just here to right some wrongs
I was born in this body
And I found my rights was gone
Imma just put this body on the line to save my home
Apply pressure and flow until the turn the water on
Yeah I did it, yeah I said it nigga
Tryna serve these taters cold something petty nigga
Tryna see my friends get old
And show 'em better nigga
Now ain't the time to catch a cold
Check the weather nigga
'Cause 'til the water start to pour
I'll be sun staring

I be sun staring, but I be sun staring
The Lord fed me, Imma eat until the motherfucking gun blaring
'Cause I be sun staring, I be sun staring

They call me a hype beast
Cause I really ran it up off some Nike sneaks
I done paid monthly bills off a couple pairs
But I tucked off the rare like a dime piece
I don't know many cats who could cop these
Type of shit the StockX charge ya rent for fees
I got my shine like the rapper that's from Belize
Human Made shirt mix it wit the Ice Cream
I be feeling like for real you ain't fuckin wit it
Type of shit I rock for leisure they bucket list it
Tom Ford my cologne see the budget different
If you can't afford a beat we don't discuss the digits
It's a whole lot of rappers sayin that they up
But I been elevated and ain't seen 'em once
Don't care if they speak in the such and such
Burberry my plaid just a simple touch

'Cause I be sun staring, I be sun staring
The Lord fed me, Imma eat until the gun blaring
The Lord fed me Imma eat until I'm done
Wearing clothes to see the street
Until they lay me down six feet
I be sun staring
The Lord fed me, Imma eat until the motherfucking gun blaring
'Cause I be sun staring