Nineteen

I was twelve years old when I made my first email
But I still give it to the cash register

'Cause I am too attached to the words I used to say
But I feel like it hasn't been enough, like I'll grow out of it someday

And people always want things from me, can you hold off 'til I'm nineteen

I made a deal with the devil and he was a dick to me, but I still care
And my friends still hang out with him even though they are perfectly aware

I had a nightmare last night, you walked through my mind
And you took a look around
These stepping stones often go nowhere
'Cause in your dreams you can't make a sound
(Dream I dream I dream I dream)

And when the stones are gone
I like to think that I forgot that sometimes we agree (When)
I took one sip of beer
And it felt like my body came back just to give up on me (When)

And yeah you have some nice things to say
But you make me feel like I'm in the way
And my friends are always offering me weed
Can you hold off 'til I'm nineteen ('Til I'm nineteen)

If I write one more letter will you kill all my devils (I can't do anything)
One day I'll get better the same you are settled (You are settled)

And yeah you had some nice things to say
But I can't spend my life never looking away (Woah)
And my ears' already starting to bleed, can you hold off 'til I'm nineteen

One day I'll get better (And I can't do anything about any of these things)
The same you are settled (And I can't do anything about any of these things)
One day I'll get better (And I can't do anything about any of these things)
The same you are settled (And I can't do anything about any of these things)
One day I'll get better
I'll be waiting forever