Seven

It's been 7 years to the day
When your mom she called me
To tell me your heart stopped beating
I felt my chest sink to my gut
And in that moment the whole world stopped
And I ran out the door before that phone could hit the floor

I thought if I kept running running running
I could build enough momentum
To travel back in time and rewrite your life
Just like the flash and I will bring you back
And when I arrived I saw your mother's eyes
And I knew that it was too late

And that I failed you I'm sorry
Told your mom not to worry
That he would be alright
And everything will turn out fine
I guess I'm a liar now
As we buried you in the ground
In that tiny little casket
Where the fucks our God now

I thought that after you were gone
Me and your mom we'd hold on
And stay strong
You were are closest bond
But I was wrong cause see your mom
She blamed me for so long
Said it was all my fault all my fault
And she would never let it go
Oh I'm sorry Stevie
But I can't carry that weight any longer
Any longer
I'm sorry I let you down
Sorry that I made you drown
That was never my intention
I'm not perfect, no I'm not perfect
But I never meant to take
Our first born son away
Never meant to make you feel this way
Never meant to make you feel so much pain
Oh God it's been so hard
Living without you here
Seems like its an eternity
But it's been Seven years
Since we buried you