Four Walls and a Lunatic

I bet you didn't think you'd still be here this year
Sitting in your room fighting your tears
Singing at the walls
Hoping for applause

You can't believe you're still in that same old headspace
But now you start to misplace your faith in yourself

So sing your sad songs to your own sad self
Don't tell them Don't tell anybody else what you mean

Affirmations on the stop signs
You try to hide behind
A mask call it your disguise

I bet you hoped I wouldn't still be here this year
I'm dying in my room as your hope disappears
Crying on the floor hoping no one hears

I can't believe I'm still in that same old headspace
But now I start to replace my friends with myself

Dreaming of something
Better then what I've got now
Don't wait up for me my dear
I'll be here next year

Affirmations on the stop signs
You keep running from the truth
You thought you'd have it made by now
You selfishly say it out loud
And now you're stuck crying you eyes out

Dreaming of something
Better then what I've got now
Don't wait up for me my dear
I'll be here next year

You thought you'd have it made by now
You selfishly say it out loud
And now you're stuck crying you eyes out

So sing your sad songs to your own sad self
Don't tell them Don't tell anybody else what you mean