Not Anymore

Hey it's me (S.T.N music production)
I mean you know that I know I keep calling and texting
I don't mean to be annoying this is me trying
I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back
I'll keep Trying
I don't know what else to expect on this [ __ ]
I hope you listen to this all the way through
I don't really know where to start
And I don't want to say the wrong thing
And I know it won't mean anything
Unless it's coming from the heart
So I just want you to know that I'm sorry
And I'll keep apologizing for as long as it takes
I know I made a big mistake
I'm sorry for what I did

Woman played me left and right I even tried the center
No wonder why em elders compares woman with danger
She broke me into pieces, responsible for this anger
After our anniversary? man I hate this fucking gender yeah
I'm tired of crying, I'm outta tears got nothing left to say
I wonder how you changed, cos I took you to my Family
Introduced you to my momma, daddy and sisters outche
Still you did me dirty man this life is not fair yeah
I guess I have to learn, learn to live without you
You kissed another man expected me to act cool
Roam around in the streets like somebody who's fool
While enjoying busy laughing with your friend bitch damn you

Trust me, this is not a diss, just tryana tell you how I feel
Do you feel my pain? man I cant ignore this
Took my kindness for weakness the reason I wrote this
Had to block you on media so that i forget this
Cant believe I dated a bitch, you fucking hoe
Thought I heard someone knocking right there on my door
Is that you? get the fuck out of here ion need you anymore
You will never receive anything from me from now on
Look at what you did to me Got a niggah drink again
Man I'm tired of everything, cant get over this fucking pain
They say anger is insanity but right now I'm insane with rage

I can never trust this bitches anymore
I blocked her on media her texts and her calls
Did me dirty, everything i still recall
I don't need you anymore, not anymore

Been together for years since two thousands and seventeen
It doesn't count, I wont let you to be stressing me
Heartbreak anniversary, do you ever think of me?
Congratulation you got a niggah dealing with anxiety
How many niggahs you be lying to me about
Yeah its Max(o), August(o),
Even remember that u lied to me about Blanco
Saw some texts on your cellphone
Know I'm mad at you this is the shit that you gon pay for

This whole shit is killing me, I never thought that you this evil
I wonder if you are a fucking human being
No, not after the shit that you just did to me
Popping all this pills, you got me feeling like a shit
Goddamn somebody wake me up and tell me its a dream
Told this matter to my brother man he told me just to chill
He just told just to chill, ey she lied to me
Yeah I saw that text you told micky to send to me
Man I'm tired of you, I don't want your fucking apology
Don't bother to remember me I won bother to remember you
How you do a niggah like that? imma call you ungrateful bitch
Bitch its over and this time its for good man I'm done with you
I'll be lying if I say I'm still in love with you

I can never trust this bitches anymore
I blocked her on media her texts and her calls

I didn't think about how much it would hurt you
I never meant to hurt you
That was never my intention did I mention that
Do you really think I meant for that
Never would I intend for that I miss you and I know
I deserve it this silent treatment
If you don't want to try to fix this then
I have to respect your wishes
I'll forever regret what I did
So I guess I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry