Being

I been dwelling on daisies
Can't get along so I play it off lately
Been a while but it changed me
Can't see denial when it's hazy but maybe

I could load a piece with some Cacey
Float up shit's creek cause we crazy
That's the hope that enslaved me
I should sit and mope but I'm changing

I can feel it when the day springs
My brain drips like a pastel painting
A faint craving for the same thing
Save hate for the slain being

It was hard from the start but I get it
Cause this life is a garden so I dig it
Not a bad sight when I'm off in the thick of it
Tryna get my mind right so I can live a bit

While I fade below a shade tree
Safe from the rays that invade me
I've seen fate come in waves like a great sea
And bring change while I'm still being lazy

If I fly away they would never catch me
If I hide the pain then I would feel empty
Put a smile on my face nothing temporary
I'll just glide with grace get lost within the sun beams

Self taught to put my thoughts in a box
My house is on a hilltop shut up and locked
And the fog got my mood feeling rocked
Crops in the closet never running out of stock

Send the text better not
I just gotta be well and move on
I'm just tryna see myself in new font
Cause I can't sneak through hell and be strong

Cause you're free and I ain't far along
I'll send a beacon or a car alarm
Got no reason to flee or fall apart
I lose my dream space cause you left your mark

The scars had me falling hard
But now they're part of my story art
I fought for glory through the gory dark
Sounds boring but it's from the heart
It's just a better story cause we're far apart

If I fly away they would never catch me
If I hide the pain then I would feel empty
Put a smile on my face nothing temporary
I'll just glide with grace get lost within the sun beams

Some days feel number than novocaine
Keep my brain sane while I dissociate
And ride the waves through the day
Observing every stain taking Lucy ever made

But don't think that I would change it
With each drip a new link of the chain rips
So I wake up and face it but take a few days and not say shit

I knew it all along
Scoped the cliffs of dover for the will to hang on
It's just closure, don't hate me too long
I wrote this whole song so we both could Journey On

If I fly away they would never catch me
If I hide the pain then I would feel empty
Put a smile on my face nothing temporary
I'll just glide with grace get lost within the sun beams