One Bad Day

You're now entering the mind of a broken man
Someone mid defeat
Will he come back
No-one knows
Lets find out

Think I'm sad over a bitch
No, I'm mad over the things she did
Fucked me up, fuck me over and RIP
To all the others on her fuck over list
Blamed it all on her friends, people that I never met
The outsiders influence
But all my outsiders to your Soc, said to stay golden
Letting this get to me, personal sin
Promised this feeling is not coming in
Can not see people, can not friends
So instead I take another drink, and another drink
Till something does not make sense
Story doesn't end
I'm the next sequel in production
I'm going through an eternal depression
But what caused it first
Heart broken or my family broken
Both make me excited for the hearse
The only reason I'm standing here planning what I'm going to say next
Is because the belt broke before my shelf and before my neck
I don't know what to do if I'm pleased
I don't know what to do if I'm pleased
Smoke and drink to numb me
I don't fear if I cant see
Or feel
Eh fuck all of that shit
All my friends are angels filling my veins with concrete
I don't know what to do if I cant see
But I'm stuck paying your fees and I'm broke
So please don't fix it
I don't have energy to get up and do your shit
God put me here to crumble
God put me here to stumble
God put me here to die and fertilize all the useless shrubble
Yeah, that's how I'm feeling right now
Imma drink it up like the Lighthouse
My ex really wanna fight now
Someone tell that bitch to pipe down
I'm just too young, too evil
I don't care if I cannot see her
I don't care if I cannot see her
Oh shit, I care if I see her
I don't wanna live anymore
Pain in my chest, hole in my heart
Bottle my emotions put it on a shelf
You don't hurt me, I destroy myself
Bottle my emotions put it on a shelf
You don't hurt me, I destroy myself
Bottle my emotions put it on a shelf
You don't hurt me, I destroy myself
Bottle my emotions put it on a shelf
You don't hurt me, I destroy myself

I pray everyday for this pain to go away
When I can live alone and actually feel safe
My best friends six foot tall, that's not a mistake
Six feet up or six feet under, digging my grave
Nobody wants to be me
Nobody wants to be with me
Nobody wants to hear me
Nobody wants to hear me
Look, I'm tryna be the one that you see being me
Showing emotion, showing devotion
Like a good book I try to stay open
But like real art, people don't want me to show it
Exposing the real problem wrapped up with explosives
Alan Moore's promotion in an Orwellian world
One bad day causes creation while cursed
One bad day causes creation while cursed
One bad day causes creation while cursed
One bad day causes creation while cursed
One bad day causes creation while cursed
One bad day causes creation while cursed
And I'm cursed



Credits
Writer(s): Devon Furtado
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