Succeed in this Predicament

Rap number 18
Or is this rap number 20
I can't even ask my parents to even spend my own money
To get some equipment

To succeed in this predicament
When it comes to rappin I start becoming persistent
The more I keep writing the more I become consistent
Separating from my friends talk about being distant

Don't try and test me
Or try to get the best of me
The way I be rappin I should earn a 5 star degree
The way I rap it's insane

This rap ain't hard to explain
Now look I'm at the top of the food chain
Now check it everybody knows my name
I guess this is what it feels like to have a lot of fame

I like it when the girls say my name
This situation is hard to explain
All this fame is hard to maintain
It's time for me to go and choose the right lane

But if I choose I lose the other which is a shame
Now people wonder what's my real name
I tell them it's non of they business
Now lemme get my check and ditch this

Lots of people wondering
Now my fans are suffering
Even though they didn't even do nothin
Gotta be quick on my feet and think of somethin

My fans can be judgy but I ain't judgin
End of the day my music still be jumpin
My shit is still bumpin
And havin other niggas thumpin

Oh this isn't over
Oh it's not
The news says the president got shot
That must be a fluke
Yup it was a joke
We're people happy I'd say nope

Rap number 18
Or is this rap number 20
I can't even ask my parents to even spend my own money
To get some equipment

To succeed in this predicament
When it comes to rappin I start becoming persistent
The more I keep writing the more I become consistent
Separating from my friends talk about being distant

Don't try and test me
Or try to get the best of me
The way I be rappin I should earn a 5 star degree