Stupid Little Love Song

Stupid little love songs ring in my head
As I turn off the lights, crawl into bed
So much time alone with these four walls

Painting this picture of you and I
But letting it float up to the sky
Got to say goodbye to feel alive

'Cause I'm my own rockstar
Living in a world of lost stars
Living in a world where all scars
Point me on my way
My North Star's
Glistening in skies so far
Living in a world of au revoir
Get out of my way

Table for one at a fancy spot
Wearing red lipstick, feeling hot
Phone's blowing up, so I'll shut it off

His flavor of the week club's going strong
I can see the way I've been strung along
Don't need to feel this way to belong

'Cause I'm my own rockstar
Don't need to look too far
Packing up my armor
Need to hear you say
Follow the North Star
Even if you had a rough start
Sitting alone in dive bars
Let that music play

There is a time when I would've made you mine
When I'd open up even more
All the broken pieces I would've glued together
To ignore the larger score
You'd tell me stories 'bout lost promises
You'd litter me in kisses
Draining me of all that I'm worth
Listing all the reasons you were wronged by her
This perfect angel down on earth
Praying I would be your savior, woah

Stupid little thoughts can make me dim
Like the fear he thinks this song's written for him
Don't have the guts to tell him that ain't so

Make way for the shakers off the grid
Who make new songs instead of kids
Go with the flow 'cause all they wanna know

Is that their rockstars
Even when they're knocked by lost stars
Even when they pack their guitars
Hurting from the pain
These au revoirs save me from lost stars
So I'll sit alone in dive bars
Let that music play

Now I can be who I wanna be
Not lost in your sympathy
On a precipice with cloudy skies

Now I can see how things
Really come together
When you're breathing in all the light

Now I write songs that are not for you
I can speak entire truths
Alone in my bed late at night

Every time I thought I completed you
I laugh because it isn't true
Not a cloud in these bluest
Skies

'Cause I'm my own rockstar
Living in a world of lost stars
Sitting alone in dive bars
Let the music play