Think About the Desert

Hold my hand, let it go now, just don't try to pretend
Can feel my head pulling me down, I'll count backwards from ten
It's getting late, should really go back-
back to the room where it ends
and sleep all day in the back room, you won't see me again

I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to lie
I don't want to hurt you, but I just can't think about it this time
I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to lie
I don't want to hurt you, but I just can't think about it this time

Hold me close, push you under, it turns into routine
of constantly questioning the uncertainty that I feel
at times I see, I see it in me, it comes and goes like a dream
I'll spend the day, get lost in the ceiling
arms open wide and I'll sing:

"Hold on, hold on"
it's hard to see with the light right in my eye
I lost my way again, it's getting harder to breathe

I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to lie
I don't want to hurt you, but I just can't think about it this time
I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to lie
I don't want to hurt you, but I just can't think about it this time
and every single night it feels like-
I just can't get this out of my mind

I wonder when I'm gone, I want you to miss me