I'm Not Like That

Saw my mother cry too many times
They say they're telling the truth but shit's been lies
Maybe when I get older I'll get it in due time
But being that kind of person that doesn't appeal to mind
Made it through the day, that means I'm fine
But I can't raise a family never seen it with my eyes
She asks why I don't want kids I'm too proud to say that that's why
Find it harder each day to get some fucking peace of mind
Self-destructive, you can see it in my eyes
Too tired to make her laugh, can't be funny all the time
Too young to be waiting for when I die, yeah
Yeah, I'm tryna' feel alive

Solitaire, solitude, that's what I do
Only fuck with myself 'cause I'm not like you
Don't even fuck with myself 'cause I don't like to
Can't take myself serious 'cause I'm not who I want to be
Got too many verses up in the drafts
'Cause I don't wanna know how people gonna react
To me showing what goes on underneath this hat
You could say I'm going in circles but I'll say 'I'm not like that'



Credits
Writer(s): Gavin Rogers
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