PTSD

I said this time was different
I was lying to myself
Thought I let go of the fear of pain
Put that feeling on the shelf

Saying I was ready when I knew I wasn't
Taking the attention for some entertainment
Blaming you when I got the fear of commitment
Yeah, Yeah

I got love PTSD
I'm always thinking that someone's out to get me
Got no space, don't waste your time
I'm blocking you before you even hit my line
I already know what's gonna go wrong
Anticipate you movin' on

Scars from my past have reappeared
Guess they'll be buried with time
Sometimes I ghost just out of fear
Bruise your heart, so you don't break mine

I let you take me out, so I don't feel so lonely
Fuck and kick you out so you don't try to hold me
Let's keep it basic, first name basis only
Yeah, Yeah

I got love PTSD
I'm always thinking that someone's out to get me
Got no space don't waste your time
Blocking you before you hit my line
I already know what's gonna go wrong
Anticipate you movin' on

I'm lost in my heart, Stuck on the past
Probably why shit won't last
You can't imagine the cards I was dealt
Still healing from the hurt that I felt
Yea I'm dating but going thru the motions
I'm closed off but I act like I'm open
Lemme keep it real
Lemme keep it a stack
I don't wanna link
And I hardly text back
Save your energy, I don't give none
If you press me, I'm blockin' you Hun
To tell you the truth I'm really quite jaded
I'll probably call you when I'm drunk and faded ok?



Credits
Writer(s): Ashley C
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