Things On My Mind

Wakin' up late as hell
Can't go back to sleep
Shits too peaceful
Too blissful

Wakin' up at 3 A.M.
My eyes are dilated and
My head begins to start to spin
Since I took all them Vic's and then
Realize I'm a monster, a connoisseur
Of reelin' in lies that I thought were truer
But the more that I find, the more that I fuel up
Been sleepin' with an eye cause this life can fool ya

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind
Got me going crazy and it happens all the time
Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder
Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure
Wakin' up with all these things on my mind
Got me going crazy and it happens all the time
Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder
Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Lucid dream in a reality, it's kind of all a fallacy
What will it amount to me, stayin' afloat but drowning see
Baby mama drama causin' loss of sleep to follow
Cause baby daughter gotta lotta bitter pills to swallow
Choosin' between me, mom, and a man she does not know
Say alvederzein, take my hand, she says why go
Say I'm makin' a plan and I know it feels like it's so slow
But God on my side, you'll be mine by tomorrow

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind
Got me going crazy and it happens all the time
Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder
Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure
Wakin' up with all these things on my mind
Got me going crazy and it happens all the time
Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder
Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Sittin' up straight at my bedside
I look up to God and cry
Why (Please), why, why (Why)
With all the shit you see but turnin' blind
And the rage inside, I cannot describe
Cause it's feelin' like I can never hide
From the pain that strikes when days turnin' night
Cause when I do sleep tight, I'm still fighting my mind

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind
Got me going crazy and it happens all the time
Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder
Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure
Wakin' up with all these things on my mind
Got me going crazy and it happens all the time
Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder
Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Crystal ball seein' like I'm peerin' through the future
Now I'm seein' through the mirror at what appears a loser
It's fillin' me with fear, what if I actually lose her
Brain is shifting gears cause mind is getting too burnt
Hope disappears and my face is turnin' blue or
it's the tears from the hands that is pullin' me through a (Come here)
Mystical land where the world ain't too rough
Awaken enlightened but ain't no Buddha

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind
Got me going crazy and it happens all the time
Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder
Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure
Wakin' up with all these things on my mind
Got me going crazy and it happens all the time
Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder
Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

That's why I'm noddin' off
Wakin' up in a lie like
Could someone just hypnotize me
Make me forget, forget this shit even real



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Writer(s): Jacob Johnson
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