So Lost

Fuck, I'm so lost
Look at my eyes, I'm so gone
Look at life like, "where did I go wrong?"
Look at time like, "fam tek it easy"

Fuck, I'm so lost
Look at my eyes, I'm so gone
Look at life like, "where did I go wrong?"
Look at time like, "fam tek it easy"

Look deep into my eyes, tell me what you see
Am I a sheep to my society?
Or the leader of my destiny?
Smoking reefa cos it calms me

Uniquely the anomaly
Rebellious, respectfully
Precarious so carefully
Living with a death penalty, what the fuck do you mean?

Books read on different walks of life
Took steps to be immortal, I
Know the path that I have chose will breathe in forty years
Know the art that I upload will see my daughter's eyes
I just hope she ain't embarrassed

Message from your dad at twenty-three
Be sure to challenge everything you see
See every single breath is a miracle, materials are minuscule
Life is just some down and ups, your stress is just an interlude

Fuck, I'm so lost
Look at my eyes, I'm so gone
Look at life like, "where did I go wrong?"
Look at time like, "fam tek it easy"

Fuck, I'm so lost
Look at my eyes, I'm so gone
Look at life like, "where did I go wrong?"
Look at time like, "fam tek it easy"

Everyone's left, I'm still moving sideways
Same shit, different day
I want to travel the planet but I'm
Stuck in the mud, God dammit

In my own time
On SoundCloud, on cloud nine; looking for a pay rise
Seeking more in my free time, see more
Dream more, be more, Herself as my mentor

Rents more than I ever planned
In an awkward age where a thought, be the death of man
Never taught to age I was brought up in Neverland
A centaur with grace I'm a beast on a man's planet

Dishonor man's fallacies
Saw the sun it ran to me, I will honour my fantasy
Their prophecies are unfulfilled I will become the blackest sheep
Black as tar, black as Jah, black as black can be

Take it easier, play the speaker
The pain ain't permanent when I blaze the reefa
I'm feeling freer, bitter but its sweeter
I'm a dreamer, she's a believer

I feel so lost
Got me thinking about love, I don't know who to trust
Like, where did I go wrong?
You don't know what you had 'til it's gone

Fuck, I'm so lost
Look at my eyes, I'm so gone
Look at life like, "where did I go wrong?"
Look at time like, "fam tek it easy"

Fuck, I'm so lost
Look at my eyes, I'm so gone
Look at life like, "where did I go wrong?"
Look at time like, "fam tek it easy"



Credits
Writer(s): Caira Booth-murray
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