Hyperfixation

You're like a little mealworm
You've found your way into my brain
It's dark and moist
And probably full of grain
'Cause my thoughts
Crumble at the sight of you
I've known you for a week or less
But I don't mind
If you do not protest

Some like to tell me I'm unstable
I'm pretty sure I need a drink
Don't always think before I speak

Call it hyper fixation
Can't get your face out of my head!
And I'll try to be patient
'Till I put these thoughts to bed
Unless you'd rather it be
You and me instead

I'm not trying to sleep with you
My head burns like a comet
And if need be
I'll just go and sleep on it
And if you
Want me gone
Just say the word
Poof, like I was never here
And I'll be silent once again my dear

Some like to tell me I'm unstable
It's just my knees have made me weak
Don't always speak before I think

Call it hyper fixation
Can't get your face out of my head!
And I'll try to be patient
'Till I put these thoughts to bed
Unless you'd rather it be
You and me instead

You know
I woke up this morning, and I opened my phone to text you
And what I wanted to say was "Screw it, let's drive to Philadelphia
The only person that can stop us is you
I've been obsessed with you for at least 24 hours
So I think it's time to move on from my last heartbreak
And pursue this new one"
Then what I typed was "good morning"
And then I deleted that and said nothing at all

I call it hyper fixation
Can't get your face out of my head!
And I'll try to be patient
'Till I put these thoughts to bed
Unless you'd rather it be
You and me instead
Maybe I need medication
Either way it beats being dead
I'm not a doc, just a patient
Thinking of things I should've said
Say if you'd rather it be
You and me instead