I'm Sorry

I just want to say I'm sorry
I don't know how to tell you why
But all this loneliness, it rains upon my shoulders and no
Loving arms can keep me dry

I wore a warning when I met you
But you still wanted to be mine
It's like you're super human, flying beneath the clouds and holding up
A crumbling bridge for all this time

All this madness that goes on between my ears
All these questions and fading reruns of the years
And I can't tell you that these cracks will mend
And that I'll smile for real again. It's an if or when
So I'm sorry

I've gotten pretty good at painting
The face I wear around outside
But I apologize cause you can see right through to all the
Darkest colors that I hide.

All this madness that goes on between my ears
All these questions and fading reruns of the years
And I can't tell you that these cracks will mend
And that I'll smile for real again. It's an if or when

But I can promise you I'll never give in to these demons
I'll stay right here for you, if there may be no other reason
Than to make you happy
All this weight, I'll carry

All this madness that goes on between my ears
All these questions and fading reruns of the years
And I can't tell you that these cracks will mend
Or how the hell to help me find an end
Cause I am all alone no matter how much love you send
Paint my face again
And I'm sorry