Seance

My inner thoughts, you enter often
I can't evict you
I try my hardest to play it off
But I can't pretend to
Today is hell, can't even tell if I resent you
Or if I still see your ghost because I really miss you
I gave your jeans to my new girl to watch her struggle into
I'm disappointed that they don't fit her the way they fit you
It isn't pointless, but I don't get her the way I get you
I hear your voice crying out from the dirt I hid you
It isn't crystal, but it sounds like a choir to me
Because a spark of your presence is a fire to me
And the mark that you left is a reminder to me
That all things must come to an end
And the blade is always sharper when it comes from a friend
And that pain that you harbor makes it hard to forgive
See red again, and now I know I'm cursed to relive
The night I promised you I'd never let you hurt me again

You can still call on me, baby
Let me know when you get to hell safely
I still think about you all of the time
Like, all of the time
Everything is faded
I don't know how long I've waited
But it feels like all of my life
Like, all of my life
Call on me, baby
Let me know when you get to hell safely
I still think about you all of the time
Like, all of the time
Everything is faded
I don't know how long I've waited
But it feels like all of my life
Like, of my life



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Pettis
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