No Fake Smiles

No, no fake smiles
No fake smiles, no no no
No, no
No fake smiles, no fake smiles

I thought that I was over you
And then you walked in
I thought that we both were through
And then I saw your friend
Why am I jealous, when I don't even know how you've been
I'm standing here speechless, I'm in recovery again
Superficial feelings shouldn't cut this deep
And is it weird that I think he looks like me
Or am I just telling myself things to make me feel better
Shit

Ooo, I've been trying (I've been trying)
Trying hard to forget you
Ooo, I've been trying (I've been trying)
And I know I'm never gonna get you, yeah

Didn't know what to do
So I sat at the piano just playing all night long
Melancholy music echoed through the rooms
Dancing and singing arduously like a fight song
Never looked in your direction one time, two times
But this distance feels so right-wrong
You know right-wrong? Chasing feelings writing songs
It's my cycle and just like that the night's gone

I waited for you
To say goodbye
I left right after
No fake smiles, no fake smiles
Didn't want to try, didn't want to try

Ooo, I've been trying (I've been trying)
Trying hard to forget you
Ooo, I've been trying (I've been trying)
And I know I'm never gonna get you, yeah
Ooo, I've been trying (I've been trying)
Trying hard to forget you
Ooo, I've been trying (I've been trying)
And I know I'm never gonna get you, yeah

I been trying
Trying to forget you
No fake smiles
Yeah, yeah yeah
No fakes smiles, no, no