Jaded

This is for the homies that always will be missed
The moments feel like they're gone in the blink of an instant
Wish I could keep holding on
With my head up, acting strong
Put my life into these songs
I'm just tryna find my own peace

This is for the homies that always will be missed
The moments feel like they're gone in the blink of an instant
Wish I could keep holding on
With my head up, acting strong
Put my life into these songs
I'm just tryna find my own peace

Lately been feeling like burning all my bridges
I turn to my friends and I feel they losing interest
I'm just being myself I ain't trying to get rich
I'm just chasing my dreams all despite feeling dismissed
Cash balance is debris
Half ounce in the briefs
Hash loud in the breeze
Killi found us with the tree
All my homies and me we be changing the scene
I'm Misplaced and jaded I'm a flamboyant MC
With the rose gold in their nose hole
From the state where a cult run the whole show
Manipulate for the control
Culture of hate from the old folk
Got them kids feeling low just for being themselves
I've been crying and writing just trying to put these fucking raps down
Weight up on my chest I'm tryna put that in the past now
I've been so depressed might need a rest before I back out
My parents been stressed
But mom ain't breathing down my neck now

This is for the homies that always will be missed
The moments feel like they're gone in the blink of an instant
Wish I could keep holding on
With my head up, acting strong
Put my life into these songs
I'm just tryna find my own peace

Feel like my future is fading before my eyes
These silver linings are getting harder to find
So I take psilocybin to ease what's inside my mind
I've been learning to count all my blessings before I die
Feeling so jaded I'm just tryna find the motivation
Think that it died in those placements I've never been complacent
My Anarchist traits ain't no overstatement
Y'all chasing the bank and tryna make it
It's all fake social justification
But rather try than be basic
I'm spitting pride at these haters
You talking lies in those statements
It's when I thrive you be hating
When it's our time you be flaking
I got no time for the haters
I'm tryna break out this matrix
I'm Missing homies I'm praying

This is for the homies that always will be missed
The moments feel like they're gone in the blink of an instant
Wish I could keep holding on
With my head up, acting strong
Put my life into these songs
I'm just tryna find my own peace

This is for the homies that always will be missed
The moments feel like they're gone in the blink of an instant
Wish I could keep holding on
With my head up, acting strong
Put my life into these songs
I'm just tryna find my own peace



Credits
Writer(s): Kolby Carrillo
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