No More Pain

I pour a shot 'of my confessions, in a glass, then I mix it, and drink it
Hoping I'm twisted, from the aftermath 'of the consequences
To vision myself, living in a better dimension
I'm on a mission 'to heal myself, to escape from complications
Distorted from reality, to chase 'after cash, like
I'm a broker 'in a race, to rush myself 'in this fast life
Saving up for a bulb 'to brighten up my brain, as I think on
Ideas on regaining my train of thoughts that would shrink, from pain
As bills became my single threat 'to work double time
My troubles defined me, and my struggles would 'imply the beast
To begin, to rape my life 'with no ways to end it
Tomorrow's promise is to kill me 'from my sorrows and anguish
The clouds are dark and replenished 'to call for death, to appear
Mute the world, til violence, doesn't make us 'go deaf in our ears
Til the stress, disappears, so we don't go insane
Inject the peace 'into our brains, til we feel no more pain, come on

I need a silent dose
Of peace 'to rest my soul
My past is what 'I'm letting go
Nice and slow
No more pain
No more pain

Where can I go to release
This pain 'that's smothering me?
I'm wide awake, I can't sleep
Someone help me
My only wish is to
Erase this pain 'that I'm going thru
But still I fight, and refuse to lose
Til I feel no more pain
I had to fight 'to dig myself, out this hole
Completely wasted 'was the feeling that I've felt, in my soul
Losing control, after my brain snapped, and swirled, in disbelief
If the pain was irrelevant, think how good 'this world would be
Simply a change is needed 'to see less of what's shown
To feel more blessings, hit at home, and send the stress to unknown
My only wish is to strive higher 'than Satan's evil beast
As I speak 'with more peace slang, til I feel no more pain, ugh

I need a silent dose
Of peace 'to rest my soul
My past is what 'I'm letting go
Nice and slow
No more pain
No more pain

Thinking 'if I should trade my own existence, for a walk to heaven
To talk to God, about the devils that hurt me
And how the pain 'would make me wish, that he would resurrect 'early
Cause I'm going crazy, while waiting for his presence to save me
Life is a prison 'with serious consequences, that are scary
I'm worried, cause all my sins are multiplying 'thru my eyes
My blessings are being pummeled, demolished and neutralized
Why is it expensive to be happy with peace?
Why do we suffer 'for the freedom, just to end up deceased?
So much pain, Increasing many sad frowns
Til the frowns, are peevish and ill-tempered 'to whomever surrounds us
I'm ready to repine 'at the providence of God
To hear the sounds of his appearance, block the sounds of gunshots
What I was, before depression 'is what I'll reclaim
Until I feel no more pain
Until I feel no more pain, meanwhile 'I need

No more pain
No more pain
No more pain
No more pain