Irezumi

Next in line to hate myself
Now I'm just like everybody else
I signed up to experience hell
Longing for something
Always complacent
Viewing what some think
Can be a replacement
I wish that I had never gave in
Can't comprehend the weight of my sin

Resting easy after a mistake
I suffocate when I'm awake
How far will I have to go to feel something
And what will it take

I pray one day I can feel these wounds
The absence of pain is worse
In adolescence
Naïve weakness begins addiction
I'm not better than this so can you
Pull me out of my own skin
Just to begin

How many times will I
Have to realign my intentions
To be a free willed man
And deprive my own possessions
Neglecting my success and
Stagnate in progression

I pray one day I can feel these wounds
The absence of pain is worse
In adolescence
Naïve weakness begins addiction
I'm not satisfied living in this
Mediocre life

The only thing keeping me at a distance
I can't stop swallowing my own vomit

Don't think I'm too far gone
Can't fall in to my skin
Don't think I'm too far gone
Can't fall in

Left behind, can't trust myself
Forgetting the passion that I felt
Trapped in my mind, I can't get out

I wish that I had never gave in
The consequences under my skin
I wish that I had never gave in
Can't comprehend the weight of my sin



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Writer(s): Caleb Couvion
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