Down

Ah tomorrow is Friday and I'm not playing football
What is life

Head up in the sky hoping you'll pull me up
I been dancing with my demons really falling down
Losing all my hope I feel like giving up
Tried to turn to you but you just not around
This ain't what you wanted
Don't wanna let you down
Shit is getting heavy and I'm falling down
This ain't what you wanted
Don't wanna let you down
Shit is getting heavy and I'm falling down

Still cannot believe you dead
It was really unexpected
Was unable to see the signs
In too deep was too invested
Tryna pick up all these pieces so I mend this broken heart
You my guidance, you my idol
I don't know where to start
Hurts to know I gotta die
Just for me to see you again
You was more than just my father
You my brother you my friend
Now I feel I got nobody
Got these bottles and the pen
I'm just trapped behind these bars
Mind is locked up in the pen
I'm just losing all my will
Can't find value to this life
Really feel like having friendly conversations with the knife
Always sitting in the dark
With my thoughts I'm tryna fight
Safe as long my mama praying
Know I'll make it through the night
I been putting up a front
Man I really been down bad
Everything remind me of you
Really think I'm going mad
I know you'd want us to be happy
You wouldn't want us being sad
But it's easier said than done
When I look at what we had

Head up in the sky hoping you'll pull me up
I been dancing with my demons really falling down
Losing all my hope I feel like giving up
Tried to turn to you but you just not around
This ain't what you wanted
Don't wanna let you down
Shit is getting heavy and I'm falling down
This ain't what you wanted
Don't wanna let you down
Shit is getting heavy and I'm falling down



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