Lessons Learned

I've been fucked up, I've been hurt
Now I'm speaking up about the lessons I've learned
I've been down there for so long
Not the kinda guy that could fall for a love song

(Uh) I could never fall in love to a love song
Been broken too many times
That all of this shit got me fucked up
Damaged in the brain, I've been through the pain
I've been through it all, and I'm starting to fall
Been trying to crawl, been trying to stand up tall
And fix this broken wall, 'cause I've been so lost
Been feelin' so cold, been feelin' so stressed
Like how did I end up in this fuckin' mess?

It's hard to process and it's hard to express
And confess all the shit that I've done
I've always been on thе run
Ain't none of this shit fun when it costs a ton
And day by day this shit got me feelin' like

I've been fucked up, I've been hurt
Now I'm speaking up about the lessons I've learned
I've been down there for so long
Not the kinda guy that could fall for a love song

(Mmh) You'd be surprised by what this shit can do to you
It starts to confuse, it begins to bruise
It leaves you alone feeling hurt, wishing to revert
To looking back and diverting the problem
Mainly because you were causing them
I feel so fuckin' numb inside 'cause you were

Playing with my mind like it was a game
Making me a target and was ready to aim
To stab me in the heart and to have me ripped apart
Your words deceive, your love is naive
That I had to leave, I'm starting to grieve
'Cause all of these past memories begin to haunt me
Beginning to taunt me, yet in the end, it controls me

Looking at reality, I've been fucked up, I've been hurt
Treated like shit and shoved in the dirt (damn)
You fucked my mentality causing insanity
Even though I always give you the best of me
Every day I felt like we were enemies
Now I don't know if I'll ever regain my own sanity (fuck)

Even though I've been fucked up and hurt
I won't forget about the lessons I've learned, no
I know that I won't forget all that I've learned (oh)

I've been fucked up, I've been hurt
Now I'm speaking up about the lessons I've learned
I've been down there for so long
Not the kinda guy that could fall for a love song
(Love song, love song, oh)



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Eek
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