Check Up (feat. Tori)

Come up to me, bombard me with questions
Encounters and more endless interventions
Are you okay, are you okay?
Do you wanna play?
I'm betting that you all have good intentions
But leave me alone is not a suggestion
So, go away, go, go away
Before I say

Something that drives you away from me
Something that leaves you running in screams
Something that shows you I'm vile and I've become the monster
I don't wanna be

You are not my doctor, you are not my nurse
To me, you're just a stalker; to me, you're such a curse
To me, you're just a needle without a thread
And if you push me I'll end up dead
I'm begging you please, please, please
Don't check up on me

I tell you to leave, to leave me alone
'Cause I'm fine carrying all my shit on my own
But you insist to stay
Why the fuck do you stay anyway?

Something that drives you away from me
Something that leaves you running in screams
Something that shows you I'm vile and I've become the monster
I don't wanna be

You are not my doctor, you are not my nurse
To me, you're just a stalker; to me, you're such a curse
To me, you're just a needle without a thread
And if you push me I'll end up dead
I'm begging you please, please, please
Don't check up on me

'Cuz I'm fine, I'm so damn fine
(No, you're not)
So stop checking on me because it's a waste of time
(You sure, 'cuz I don't see a clock)
I'm so intimidating
(To yourself, you're deprecating)
Is my ego too inflated?
Are you sure it's not deflating?
What's the price for this, tried for this
Said we're fine, we lied for this
Drugs and all, Vicodin
Full of darkness, full of sin
Where's the time gone, where did me go?
Stuck in limbo, no amigos
Someone, save our soul

Help, I need a doctor; help, I need a nurse
Don't wanna be my mother and my father's so much worse
I just wanted to be normal
But I would rather be here than incorporeal
I'm begging you, please
Come check up on me

I'm begging you, please
Come check up on me
I just need some niceties
Say bye to my anxieties
I'm begging you, please
Come check up on me
I just need some niceties
To reap the seeds they've sown in me
Check up on me (Yeah, yeah-yeah)



Credits
Writer(s): Toritseju Christopher Nanna
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