fight myself

I can't fight myself
Losing every battle been bad for my health
Everybody tell me be myself
But I can't
Cuz I'm stuck in my head
And the mirror is dead, yeah
Reflection is shredded
Don't know where my head is
Or if I'm connected to what I expected
But life has accepted, i'm gone
I'm gone
I'm gone

Yeah, I'm gone
Don't know if I'm strong or if it's a front
I used to lose myself to the lust
Now I'm all caught up in my disgust
Emotions are stronger than I am
I'm stuck in my head I been fighting a giant
I wanted to scream but I just stay silent
Detach from the screen I been on an island

Memories of when I was violent
Am I falling or am I climbing?
Is this evolving or is it grinding?
Stuck on the same shit that I been hiding
Since I was a kid I been writing
14 years old took on the rhyming
Now I'm 17 I push it I'm driving
I fell off my cushion but I am still fighting, yeah

I can't fight myself
Losing every battle been bad for my health
Everybody tell me be myself
But I can't
Cuz I'm stuck in my head
And the mirror is dead, yeah
Reflection is shredded
Don't know where my head is
Or if I'm connected to what I expected
But life has accepted
I'm fighting, I'm thriving, surviving, just vibing, uh yeah
I can't fight myself
Losing every battle been bad for my health
Everybody tell me be myself
But I can't
Cuz I'm stuck in my head
And the mirror is dead, yeah
Reflection is shredded
Don't know where my head is
Or if I'm connected to what I expected
But life has accepted, I'm coming
I'm coming
I'm coming

I'm coming, do you feel it?
I've been writing to be healing
I've been pushing on the ceiling
Stuck inside but i'm concealing

Been a year since I wrote "water"
Still resonates with the shit in the corner
I been turning down the offers
To be the old me cuz now I am stronger, yeah

You don't even know
This the pilot to the show
I've been flying way too low
On the radar watch me glow

Rising up, i've been growing
Silent up cuz i've been closing
Myself from everybody
I have been distant
Mind your motherfucking business

Workin on my shit cuz I don't need a visit
Stay in your lane for at least a few minutes
I'm pushing the pressure it takes out the pleasure
It's been like whatever, my passion is severed
I got that shit back
Getting my clique back
This my ass, kiss that
This shit all big fax, uh yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Lucas Parks
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