Trauma

I like to hold my gun
Ima flex on them niggas and you can't hold my funds
Thug nigga, heart broken I can't show my love
Can't give no trust
I been all bout my profit a nigga still sell drugs
I keep it on my side
Know my momma gone hate it a nigga still gone slide
Keep going know it hurts a nigga still might cry
I'm still gon ride
If she know I fuck with her then why she still act shy
Better days I been going hard hoping for a change
Making plays I still get it gone I got bills to pay
Steel cage wrapped around my heart can't give it away
Big flav I been cutting up call me sensei
said she want me inside of her and it's tempting
I swear I down want nobody a nigga empty
I like to thumb through the money I swear it helps me
And I been all out my body off of that henny
Ain't no capping in my song every word about
This pain hitting different
Every time im thinking about it all I be missin him
it's all in the past gotta keep on cause he listening
I'm quiet til it's time for me to walk
Im giving this shit my all
ain't worried bout what it cost ima spend it
my dawg it's hard for me to keep goin cause I miss him
Fucked up swear I feel some type of way got me spilling
Won't cuff these bitches all act the same they be trippin
I do what I want can't nobody tell me shit
Still can't fall in love been fucked up about a bitch yea
Know I keep it tucked I can't leave without a blick
Double up the cup this trauma making me sip yea yea
Sometimes I wake up be ready to blow my brains out
But I be thinking it's people that really care about me
I swear that night is the only thing that I think about
I numb it all with the money won't let the pain drown me
I like to hold my gun
Ima flex on them niggas and you can't hold my funds
Thug nigga, heart broken I can't show my love
Can't give no trust
I been all bout my profit a nigga still sell drugs
I keep it on my side
Know my momma gone hate it a nigga still gon slide
Keep going know it hurts a nigga still might cry
I'm still gon ride
If she know I fuck with her then why she still act shy



Credits
Writer(s): Kyran Donawa
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