LoveSick

Hey, I heard you're doing better, never knew you as a quitter
And I'm glad you're doing okay
I don't know if you remember all the times you wrote me letters
And I think you took me out in fifth grade
And I think I told you no, I said I wanna take it slow
And I also called you gross to your face
But I think everybody knows it was just a funny joke
So, do you wanna go on that date?

I've been feeling quite amazing flying kites with you
Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself
It ain't good for my health
But I spend nights thinkin' of you, I write you songs when I miss you
I promise I'll be there to help, though I might need a ride

You keep catchin' my eyes
You're here when I'm terrified
Can't get you off of my mind

Oh, I've been feeling faded 'cause I'm fiending on the Hennessy
Tell everyone I made it, though I'm miles from where I want to be
I told my story countless times to all these fucking companies
I used to be a worthless piece of shit, a boy with issues, see

I've changed throughout this year so much, the "Who" I was, you won't believe
Obsessed with being normal, faking cordial actions, fantasies
Situations playing out so perfect like the movie scenes
I want to take my mask off, but I'm scared because I'll never be enough for me
I think I'm losing grip on sanity

Oh, I've been feeling quite amazing flying kites with you
Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself
It ain't good for my health
But I spend nights thinkin' of you, I write you songs when I miss you
I promise I'll be there to help, though I might need a ride

You keep catchin' my eyes
You're here when I'm terrified
Can't get you off of my mind