off the record

I been posting all my nights out
Never sleeping with the lights out
Still pretending not to cry now
Looks just like I'm moving on
I been kissing lots of strangers
But they always make the pain worse
Got me wishing I could hate ya
Maybe I should call my mom

Took advantage
All my baggage
I'm just tryna stitch myself back up

But off the record
You broke my heart
Off the record you took each
Part of me that I healed before you
Stole my peace but I still adored you
Off the record you fucked me up
Off the record you faked your love
And time never seems to heal me
Remember why I was
Scared of feelings
Off the record
Saved your letters
Knowing not a single word was true
But off the record I love you

At a party and I'm wasted
Cuz I'm too afraid to face it
Kinda wish we never dated
California feels so cold

Fell in love with
All your bullshit
I don't know how you just gave me up

But off the record you broke my heart
Off the record you took each
Part of me that I healed before you
Stole my peace but I still adored you Off the record you fucked me up
Off the record you faked your love
And time never seems to heal me
Remember why I was
Scared of feelings
Off the record
Saved your letters
Knowing not a single word was true
But off the record I love you

Off the record I love you
Off the record I love you
On the record boy fuck you



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Writer(s): Callieanne Young
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