Fading Out

(Jp)
(He's the golden child)

(I be feeling I'm not good enough)
(It's just not adding up)
(Every time I drop a song)
(They just don't run it up)
(They just don't run it up)
(Aww)

I be feeling I'm not good enough (Uh huh)
It's just ain't adding up
Every time I drop a fucking song
They just don't run it up
I'm tired of it, fed up
So damn close to giving up
(Awe keep on grinding ain't no giving up)
They listen to the cap, they attracted to the liars
Fuck around and go and trap
I might finally get some buyers
Sign a deal with the devil
Now he asking my desires
In my mind going wild
Fuck around and start a fire

(That's just how I'm feeling)
(You don't understand my pain)
(Cause there ain't no healing)
I was blamed as a child like I was a villain
Naw me and you we not the same
You don't know this feeling
Cause when I'm right they say I'm wrong
Put my pain in styrofoam
Turn my phone on DnD
Cause I just wanna be alone
I'm so damn lost like where is home
Key won't fit, I don't belong

(I think I'm better by myself)
(Don't need nobody else)
(So you can keep your fucking pity)
(I don't want no help)

I'm fading now
(Fading out)
(Fading out)
(Fading out)
(Fading out)
Don't ask for love, cause I'm running out
(Running out)
(Running out)
(Running out)
(Running out)
I gave my all, they gave me nothing
Only call when they need something
For them niggas who keep dissing
Why the fuck you steady bluffing
Stop the cap you ain't on nothing
Remember days you called me cousin
(Awe)
You a fraud, that shit's disgusting

(He's the golden child)