Supposed To Be

(He's the golden child)
(I just feel like)
(I'm not where I'm supposed to be mentally)
(You feel me)
(Like I'm at a crossroads for real)
(Like I'm at a inner struggle)

I know I'm supposed to be okay
(But I'm really not okay)
I feel this pain everyday
(I don't wanna see another day)
I know I'm supposed to be the greatest
But sometimes I really hate it
Even though I keep it real
They still treat me like the fakest
You say you feel my pain
I don't see me on your playlist
And every time I sing
Only time I feel the sanest

That's just how I feel
Yay
That's just how I feel
I feel all alone, I'm stuck up in my zone
I got this theory if I do them right, they'll do me wrong
I swear depression keep on ringing on my telephone
It's acting like a crazy wife, like when you coming home?
She say
(Why you keep on running from me)
I say
(This ain't where I'm supposed to be)
(Where I'm supposed to be)

I know I'm supposed to be okay
(But I'm really not okay)
I feel this pain everyday
(I don't wanna see another day)
I know I'm supposed to be the greatest
But sometimes I really hate it
Even though I keep it real
They still treat me like the fakest
You say you feel my pain
I don't see me on your playlist
And every time I sing
Only time I feel the sanest

Yeah I'm supposed to be okay
Depression all on my phone, I wanna turn them away
I'm so sick of the lies
You say you love then you hate me
Damn why would you snake me
It ain't easy being me, you cut my heart with a razor
I wanna see our name on billboards, all in the paper
I gotta grind for my mama, wanna show her I'm great
And yeah I started then got, I had to make me a way
It wasn't no food up in our house
We had to make us a plate

I know I'm supposed to be okay
(But I'm really not okay)
I feel this pain everyday
(I don't wanna see another day)
I know I'm supposed to be the greatest
But sometimes I really hate it
Even though I keep it real
They still treat me like the fakest
You say you feel my pain
I don't see me on your playlist
And every time I sing
Only time I feel the sanest



Credits
Writer(s): Jaylen Stocks
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