Rut

Is anybody listening, is anyone here
Can anybody heal my wounds ignored by liquor and beer
I don't mean to surprise you, but I've hidden many flaws
I've broken many friendships, my heart has been rubbed raw
Do you really care or am I just a guy
With way too much baggage that should go away and die
Sorry for my honesty I'm sorry for my pride
I wish you could be happy with me I wish I never lied

I've fallen so deep that I can't get out
Will somebody find this hole
Swimming in regret and covered with cold sweat
Can anyone save my soul
It's not enough to say I was wrong
But I'm trying and that's a start
I've hit wall, I'll give you my all
Just look inside my heart

I wanted to be lonely, thought I was meant to be sad
But now I know what's real and what's a lie told by my dad
Nothing left to say about this sad story
I'll shut up and smile so that you don't worry

I'll shut my mouth forever if you want me to
Nothings free but everyone's cheap and there's nothing fun to do
Bad apples are everywhere rotting to the core
Didn't ask for anything but you think I want more



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Writer(s): Ryan Sloan
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