Why Me

Why me?
Why am I terrifying
Why does no one like me
Why's there no one like me
In this life see...

Why's everyone so scared of me
Why's everyone so scared to see
Call me terrifying, I sit in bed laying
Thinking about the darkness I bleed

Thinking about what they think of me
I think about it all the time
I lay awake at night
But I can't clear my mind

I can't seem to perceive what they see in me the dark energy I seep
But I'm trying to sleep
Maybe suicide would be
What they'd be happy to see

Would they be happy to see
My body hanging from a tree
Maybe then I'd finally be at peace
Maybe that's what I need to seem

Maybe I need to see the light in the darkness
But it's kinda hard when dark defines my Conscience
Stop it!
My minds taking off like a rocket
You couldn't fill my thoughts into a pocket
It's nonsense, my minds gone I lost it
Maybe that's why they treat me retarded

It ain't awesome

Why me?
Why am I terrifying
Why does no one like me
Why's there no one like me
In this life see...

When I was younger, I got bullied for my thoughts
A kid who abused me and beat me with rocks
One day, he was laughing at me
I got pissed off, and slammed is face
In a wall, had blood dripping from the hall
Down to the next it all happened next to a group of first grade kids
He made my list, I wanted to slit, his throat every day, till I did this

Maybe it was the satisfaction of seeing him in pain and bleeding
And overwhelming feeling
The rush of adrenaline I was seeking
Too much pain may have been what he was feeling

Now that kid is scared of me, more than before
Violence, I'd hate to resort
This ain't no
Island, this ain't no resort
Just a place of all my morbid thoughts
Just a place that's more than fun
For the average sadist, can't say I hate it
Piss me off I'll get inpatient
With my switchblade and
Cut you tongue out, have trying to laugh at me now
When you can't speak a word from your mouth



Credits
Writer(s): Axel Brown
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