PSP(problems scars & pain)

I'm rapping with this pain and the melody
And I know that life hasn't been fair to me
Had to embrace it
All of this fake friends
And this sadness
Had to erase them
I'm moving slowly
It ain't the codeine
And I quit smoking
The fact that I'm living
Lord I am thankful
Know I am gifted
Forever grateful
Might not be rich yet
But I'm optimistic
Scars and the pain
Got me in my feelings

Quitting my bad habits and picking up a bible
Moving too fast call me huncho torreto
Moving fast but they don't know I'm running from the devil
Don't act like we good dawg we got a score to settle
He got money now we not on the same level
Left his day ones he treated them like gutter
Try to oppress me hmm hmm things will get better
Keep on hustling trying to enjoy my bread with butter
Streets we from you got to throw your sleeps in the water
A brother gotta stand for his bloodas
A sister got to Stand for her sisters
Your blood today might not be your blood tomorrow
Fall in love today and still end up in sorrow
Cos they ain't no love
I'll be a daddy soon
I might just get rich too
Fuck am I gonna do
But imma play it cool
Don't want to tell my baby I wished your mama was family
Shit I grew up with damn that shit was really tragic
What's love to a broken heart
What's love to a broken past
I pray for love but seems like that shit be fake
I keep it a hundred every single day
I'm tryna make it out through all this phase
I pray for love but that shit can't be seen
And if it comes it's just like a disease
Right now for me that shit don't exist
Our lives hurt so bad u don't just see you feel the tears in my heart
U don't just feel you see the pain in my heart
This life don had me scarred
All the storm I don survived
It be raining nd raining I pray the sun will shine
And the storm gets so heavy I pray it all calms down
What don't kill you will only make you stronger
And this challenges you facing make u bigger
They say nothing great comes without sacrifice
So niggas be selling their sleep at night
To tryna live the life
Pills take them to the sky
Too much pain in my heart don't really need no friend
Cos what's a friend when u feel there is no one there
Most times they pretend but they really want u dead
I'm scared and always conscious so I watch my back
Got a family to feed lord provide my bread

I'm rapping with this pain and the melody
And I know that life hasn't been fair to me
Had to embrace it
All of this fake friends
And this sadness
Had to erase them
I'm moving slowly
It ain't the codeine
And I quit smoking
The fact that I'm living
Lord I am thankful
Know I am gifted
Forever grateful
Might not be rich yet
I'm optimistic
Scars and the pain
Got me in my feelings