Rain

Wash away with the rain
All I ever feel is pain
Got me thinking I'm insane

And I'm retraumatised
Cause you can't read between the lines
My body don't match my insides

And I'm looking for a safe space to run away
I wonder if there's any space
Between hypocrisy and fate

While I'm searching for my soul, I get older
You were never gonna stay, I coulda told ya

Now my feelings float around downtown
With the beggars and the clowns
You won't ever see me frown again
While I'm searching and I reach
And it's pulled from out my feet
Comfortable with my defeatedness

And as I walk this road alone
I need everyone to know
I'm not planning on coming back home

Cause I lost myself again
All I needed was a friend
But my actions always recklessly offend
With my love comes the abuse
Leave you hurting and confused
Throw my hands up when I'm steadily accused

At the jail inside my mind, I've been sanctioned, warned and tried
If you spent the night, you'd pray to God to die

Wash away with the rain
All I ever feel is pain
Got me thinking I'm insane

Wash away with the rain
All I ever feel is pain
And now I know that I'm insane