Missing Love

I know how it's going to end
You're going to leave, and I'll be staring at the sunset in the end

Facedown, not a care in the world
I accept my fate, this is what I deserve
And I
Don't know what I'm supposed to do
I guess I never really think these things through

Was I born
With a propensity, and a desire
Before this body expires
To truly know what love is
Or just wallow in with my sins
But I find myself
Sitting on this chair, writing this song
Ready to repeat
Take another swig
Prolong this misery

You can call it what you want
And I'll say it like it is

I know how it's going to end
You're going to leave, and I'll be staring at the sunset in the end
Where the glow shines overall, but with the beauty that surrounds me
Missing love will leave me on my knees

Stuck in the same place
The insanity begins
Maybe I'm too scared of reality
And when I wake up
That's when the fear sets in
I'll only see you in my dreams
Where I'm tearing at the seams
Blinded by reveries of this place
As tears deluge and displace

Veridical against my better judgment
It's clear my hopes are fantasy
The cyclical nature will lead to something fatal
Open my eyes, I need to see

I know how it's going to end
You're going to leave, and I'll be staring at the sunset in the end
Where the glow shines overall, but with the beauty that surrounds me...
I know how it's going to end
You're going to leave, and I'll be staring at the sunrise in the end
Where the glow shines overall, and now the truth unfolds before me
A brighter future lies and waits for me