The Letter

The Letter

Let me take you down this road, that I travel on
Surprised my brain hadn't exploded, while I travel on
What became part of my mold, stuck to travel on

A baby girl, look at this world... there you go

My first dream, trying breath, a demon on top of me
I Finally break free, screaming mommy
I rise up, kitchen floor, now he's playing house with me
Now where's my guide, I think, I think, I think I was 5

God, I need you, these men in my family
I can't even scream
They just won't stop
Now I'm 13
Do you see what's still happening to me

I can't count on one hand, all the I love you's
Hugs and kisses, hopes and wishes, that I never knew
Come to find out it was the same for other boys and girls too
I was full of dreams, screams, wounds

My Brother shot at age 20
Memories brain streamed
Now I'm 16, and a voice said that now I should leave this scene
Didn't remember why these reasonings where in me
Screaming help on the inside while on the outside, tongue tied

But in that same moment, that same God that I stopped hearing
Sent an Angel to tell me the consequences of what I was fearing
You will go to hell if you kill yourself is what I heard
I grew up in the scriptures, so I believed everyone single word

Take me higher than you found me
I wanna come home, come home, come home, come home, come home
Here's the letter where you picked me up
I wanna get back to the place where I belong

Age 23, Caught up in desires, Sin, sin and more sins, like everything's on fire

Love was hurt and hurt was love. God is this all that I should be waiting for

Then he led me to a soul saving station number one, Filled me with the holy spirit, I spoke in tongues
Immediately, I was made new, My life Is now an overdo
The void I had, my tongue untangled
The sins I did before, I didn't want to do anymore
I got to get with my friend, who Renewed my soul within, God
He gave me hope again

Reality is, For my protection
God gave me two
But in the beginning the SNAKE wiggle through
My First trust was shattered, made wrong, but now he has saved me and made me strong

Take me higher than you found me
I wanna come home, come home, come home, come home, come home
Here's the letter where you picked me up
I wanna get back to the place where I belong

YAH Renewed my mind
Without out you without you, I would fail
But you are and rescued me, now I can tell of your glory
Halleluyah
Is the highest praise
He Reins
He Reins
He Reins
Yahusha Reins
He saves
He saves